Guide Me

When you lose something irreplaceable, lose someone you can't forget. The moment when you know something horrible has happened that can't be taken back or re-done. You don't know what to do, you are lost and broken. I find myself drifting off in sleep to a paradise where these things were still with me, where my mistakes were not present, where I am free and I am at peace. This paradise is lost in my mind and heart, one day I hope for this paradise to become reality, I am waiting in a weak and steady median, waiting for the better days to come and reside with me. This wait is closer than it seems I hope... Hope is all there is left to guide me, so I let it guide me.

It Hurts

Carrying on through a pattern-like routine, I find it extremely difficult to focus on what's most important in my life. Why must this world work in opposites? The one I love doesn't love me, the thing I want is just out of my reach, the person you fight for is the one fighting you. Why must these things happen, why must I continue to pursue the things I know I can never obtain? I feel the need to hold on when everyone is telling me to let go, is it time? Do I believe them and disregard my most cherished gems? I do not know, but in the mean time it hurts.

The Unforgettable

Life can be a rough thing that many find difficult to strife with at times, I for one have had many moments where I feel as though giving up is the most probable solution, but then I pause and remember... I remember those simple moments that made me laugh, smile, feel loved and love back. These are the unforgettable, and these are why I live. So as you carry on your daily routine of heartbreak and embarrassing truths, remember... The Unforgettable.

The tide

The awakening of a morning mist brings a cool comfort as I rise from my slumber. As I look outside to see the morning tide rise against the sparkled beach I begin to question myself. Why am I here? Am I fulfilling my daily necessities? Where do I plan to be in life? As I ask myself these questions I can only be grateful for the beauty in my life, a gust of sea scented air blows calmly against my face. I am at peace, I am here to stay.

Feeding on me

The carcass is fresh, warm, wet. I have searched long for the one I have killed, the one I felt I must take revenge upon. The deed is done and there is no turning back, it began a cold raining night with a knock at the window, I looked to only see my reflection. I turn around to see the one I love bloody and lifeless on the floor. I hold her in my arms with the cold death only left to haunt me forever, I have now taken revenge on the one responsible...... It is me, and I can no longer take this burden I am gone.

Consumption

This world I've been brought into hasn't treated me kindly. I share what I know with it but I'm spit back out. Wherever I hide it is not safe, I am never alone. They are searching for me, coming quickly, soon there is no hope. I... have been consumed!

Inside the Outside

I wake up, it's pouring. I'm outside, or am I? I struggle to find any air in this place. I look up to the sky but it's the ground, I stand up, I'm upside down. How can I differentiate this world which I have stumbled upon. Up is not, nor is down. I drink the goblet, it's full, now empty, was it ever filled? I am lost. Find me. Find me....